I can’t point to when things changed for me. I grew up in a Christian family and church was an integral part of life. As I got older, I challenged what I was taught and couldn’t find the answers within the religion that supposedly had all the answers. It seriously felt as if God was helping me explore and find what I truly believed. In my heart, I felt the divine was more than just masculine but masculine and feminine. My love for the divine hasn’t changed just my narrow view of it.